The Butterfly Garden
Oh yes, you can bet that this creepy, beautiful (yes yes! In a way… beautiful), dark, subtly terrifying story pushed all my psych-thriller buttons, without a doubt. It had everything I fear, and then it had something that chilled me to the bone. I was HOOKED.
From waking up realizing you’re kidnapped, to acclimating to a new “life”, bonding with new people (because even in dire times, humans need to connect), to fearing a monster. Or two. Terrified and adjusting, hoping and praying for rescue or the chance at an escape… and then the truth is revealed.
“Remember who you are and then itβs just playing a part. If you start to think of it as you, thatβs when the identity crisis hits. Identity crisis usually leads to a breakdown, and a breakdown around here leads toββ
βBliss.β
βWhat? She seems like she can handle it. She isnβt crying yet, and we all know what he does when the ink is finished.β
Like Hope, but much smarter.
βSo what does a breakdown lead to?β
βCheck the hallways, just donβt do it after you eat.β
Terrifying. And yet… subtle in it’s “horror”. This is not your typical horror story, and these are not your usual monsters. Well, one of ’em, anyway. Creating a sort of paradise for his captives, they are protected and cherished with loving care, but the outside world will never be theirs again.
Di-Ann: Just finished The Butterfly Garden and OMG!! The writing was wonderful with a nice pace. Very unique storyline and a heroine the you feel for! Finished this book in one sitting. Loved it!
Amy:Β Iβm not too far into The Butterfly Garden yet, but so far I *am* loving the writing style. Not too much homework tonight so I get to crack open a bottle of plum wine and get lost in the Garden.Β
Β I better see you there, Maryse!
Maryse: Iβm there, Amy!!! I’ll be reading alongside you βn Fabi. Fabi. You gonna be there?
Fabi: Yes Maryse, Iβll squirrel over to it tonight once I settle down to read. I can never resist a buddy read.Β Β
Amy: Oh manβ¦there is some build up going on in Butterfly Garden, and when itβs revealed it is NOT going to be pretty. Not. At. All. But I am really, REALLY liking this book!Β
Β Yay Fabi!! Anyone else coming to frolic in the Butterfly Garden with us? If it continues like it is now, holy moly! Iβm gonna be GUSHING over this one. *fingers crossed* <ββ though I don’t think it will need that.Β
Β Who else is frolicking in the Garden with us? Grey, Kathy? And Di-Ann is already way ahead of us and finished with it!Β
R. Renee: I want to frolic but Fabi has me stuck on a raft with some hot dude named Bastian. And if he doesnβt let up soon Iβm popping that bitch and drowning them both!
bev: Iβm not sure that is the type of garden one frolics in.
Maryse: We can try, bev!!
bev: Iβm not sure what to think that that is a garden you want frolic in. Youβd so be the one in the movie that the audience screams at to not go in there, lol. Lol. Amy, would be all you go first Maryse. And when you donβt come back Fabi would be like screw it Iβm heading back to Texas.
Cheryl: *in sing-song voice* How does your garden grow?!
Maryse: Grey come frolic in the butterfly garden with us!!!! Come on! Itβll be fun. *wicked giggle* And yes bevβ¦ I would be the one everyone would scream DONβT OPEN THE DOOR!! DONβT LOOK UNDER THE BED!! DONβT INVESTIGATE THAT NOISE!!!!
Amy: Hey, I tried to find a pink butterfly that would be Maryse in the Butterfly Gardenβ¦the closest is the Pink Glasswing. So, Maryse is a Pink Glasswing butterfly. And if you are reading (or have read) Butterfly Garden and have gotten to THAT part, then you know just how macabre that really is. *shudder* Still, I couldnβt resist.Β
Amy: Fabiβ¦right?? I am absolutely LOVING this one. The writing, how it is all unfolding, the perfectly-timed shifts between last and presentβ¦ALL of it is perfect for me. If I had to use one word to describe it right now, it would be haunting. Kinda like how Rainfall was for you. Oh waitβ¦your word for that was traumatizing.Β
Fabi: Amy, TBG kind of reads like a movie doesnβt it? With the flashbacks? …Β itβs dark. I canβt imagine any romance coming through this type of plot. But, who knows. Authors surprise me all the time.
Amy: Yes, Fabi! Thatβs a good way of putting it. I like how there is the past, recent past (the garden), and the present. And their wholeβ¦situation. I canβt stop playing a certain part on a loop in my head and itβs making my chest ache. ACHE.Β
Β BG is dark. Not dark like erotic dark, more likeβ¦well, Silence of the Lambs dark. No gore (yet) but just disturbing now that Iβve hit a certain part. And my heart actually aches for these girlsβ¦especially certain ones.Β
Β Whether it ends on a 5-star note or not, this one will stick with me for a while.
Ela: AMY? SILENCE OF THE LAMBS DARK??? WHY DIDNT I SEE THAT POST EARLIER? IM SO HATING ALL OF YOU *points a shaking finger towards Maryse* IM SCARED
Maryse: Amy are you talking about the first *oomph* scene? βcause OMG that was traumatic, albeitβ¦ strangelyβ¦ poetic. UGH. LOL! There are psychos and then there are psychos. Or should I say poetic psychos, and just psycho-psychos? Tee hee Ela!!!!Itβs fun!!! Erβ¦ in a creepy terror-psych-thriller kind of way. Forge ahead, my friend. Letβs frolic amongst the butterflies.Β
Amy: The first *oomph*β¦the *spoiler* scene? Because THAT one was the first one to hit me hard. It was justβ¦soβ¦haunting. And yes, traumatic. Truth be told, it has been haunting me all day.Β
Β Iβm actually past that part now, but MANβ¦every new revelation is just like another sucker-punch to my gut. And GAH! What *is* her role in all of this??? I am seriously addicted to this twisted mess right now.
Ela: Iβm scared to forge ahead *whimpers* screw The frolicking
Amy: Awwww come on, Ela!! Itβs creepy and haunting and traumatic but itβs SO goodβ¦just stick with it! I say itβs like Silence of the Lambs because of the mind messery. No gore. No Guy trying to wear peopleβs skin. Justβ¦despondency, yet with a smidgen of hope so itβs not overwhelming in how twisted the situation is. If that makes any sense. *snort* Maryse could definitely word it better than that.Β
Maryse: Yep Amy!! Thatβs the scene. OH. EM. GEE. Erβ¦ okay umβ¦. poetic terror. LOL!!!!Β
Amy: OH. EM. GEE. is right! I just keep picturingβ¦THATβ¦and the beautifully horrific nature of it. Those two words look so wrong next to each other, but I have NO other idea how to describe it. Michelle!!! Come frolic in the garden with us! Maryse is a Pink Glasswing and Iβmβ¦well, I donβt know which one I amβ¦ *scratches head*
Amy: Poetic terror. *points at Maryse* See, told ya.Β
Β Grey!! You gotta join us! It is dark and yet still has a beauty to it. Not gonna even consider what that says about me thinking that wayβ¦
Maryse: OMG AMY!!! I was gonna say the same thing!!! That I think some moments are so heartbreaking and touchingβ¦ and that itβs poetic and terrifyingβ¦ what does that say about me? YIKES!!!
Grey: I wanna be a butterflyβ¦ Donβt I???
Maryse: Erβ¦ Grey. Ummmβ¦. I wouldnβt bother asking.Β
Β Just pick one or heβll pick for you.. They donβt ask. In the book? They just are. Because reasons. P.S. In real life? HECK NO. LOL!!!!!Β
Ohhhhh and then we went and found each other our “butterflies”. Tee hee!! It was hilarious… you can catch the whole thing in the comments, here. Well… what? *smirk* We needed comic relief, ’cause we were terrified! We were coping. Our coping mechanism.
So what’s it about?
Maya is kidnapped and held captive in a sort of “glass bubble” called “The Garden”. She soon realizes that she’s amongst beautiful captives, all hand-chosen and renamed by their captor (whom they know of as “The Gardener”). They all display a full-size butterfly back tattoo (a different butterfly assigned to each of them, etched into each of them by The Gardener himself).
βYouβre exquisite,β he said hoarsely. βAbsolutely flawless. Truly a worthy addition to my garden. And now . . . now you must have a name.β
The garden is lush, with a beautiful pond, a manmade rock cliff, and a waterfall. They are fed, cared for by a private nurse and chef, and wear beautiful black dresses that expose their backs at all times. They are “loved” by their captor, as he relishes (and encourages) their individuality. The sweet quiet ones, the spunky outspoken ones, the caretakers. He needs them all. Giving them tools to enjoy their hobbies, allowing for their different personalities, and cherishing the synergy that has developed amongst his “butterflies”. And when unexpected bad things happen to his butterflies…
…he was weeping. His entire body moved with the strength of his sobs, his eyes screwing shut against this unexpected pain, and he rocked back and forth…
But as “coddled” as they seem (compared to some captives and their terrible circumstances and torture that we’ve read about in the past), these girls still face a daily nightmare. The Gardener “takes” them whenever he wants, and well… other things that I’ll let you find out about, on your own.
And don’t even get me started on The Gardener’s son. NOW THAT is your “typical” monster. The stuff of nightmares, indeed.
Maryse: Amy and butterfly crewβ¦ my question is, as much as Iβm enjoying this book (and I TOTALLY amβ¦ I am SO into it) why is it taking me so long to read it? Itβs as if Iβm reading super-slowβ¦ thereβs definitely no skimming in this one, though.
Amy: Iβm definitely not skimming either, and Iβm enjoying the fact that I can savor it a bit more with it taking longer to read. But GAH! So much gut and chest clenching! The twins? And Evita? And Simone? Andβ¦oh, just ALL of them!
Fabi: Amy, Desβ¦OMG Maryse, I stayed home from work yesterday and finished it. I felt exhausted after I was done. I donβt know why. But, yes, it seemed to take forever.
Oh yeah… why did I include the word “beautiful” to describe this torment? Because there is an incredible personal growth that occurs within the main character’s current life, and that of a few others. The realizations, the connections made, the desolate pasts…
βYou seem to have this strange image of me as a lost child, like Iβve just been thrown on the side of the road like garbage, or roadkill, but kids like me? Weβre not lost. We may be the only ones who never are. We always know exactly where we are and where we can go. And where we canβt.β
…and the terrifying present. Yet there’s so much potential for hope, happiness and love. Much change that occurs within her own psyche, a clear realization. A metamorphosis of sorts. And yes, I found that poetic. π
And while the story starts out on a GREAT note (the FBI is questioning “survivors” to help piece together this nightmare that they’ve obviously been saved from), the story as the main character (and “mother” of the group) tells it to them, still leaves you wondering just how it’s going to end, really.
βThe other girls look to her. I want to know why. They must be desperate to get home, so why do they look at her and choose not to answer questions?β
βYou think she might be part of this?β
βThatβs what we need to find out.β
Easily four stars for the first three-quarters of the book, but three stars for that almost rushed, incredibly convoluted ending that didn’t at all match the exquisite pacing of the story at all!! I had to backtrack and try to remember stuff, that was suddenly thrown at me, read, and re-read that ending slowly so I could piece together what was so obviously the twisty-unexpected-reveal.
Ela: I finished Frolicking with the Butterflies *so not appropriate * and loved it BUT that ending needed more! It almost felt unfinished or unjustified? I just needed more!
Fabi: Ela, I just finished too. Iβm exhausted. Thank you for talking me off the ledge earlier today. Iβm glad I didnβt jump ship.
Maryse: Okay somebodyβs gonna have to give me a cliff notes version of WTH Butterfly Garden ending is THAT?!!!
I donβt understand. WHAT? WHO? WHAT?!!! Iβm readingβ¦ and then reading slowerβ¦ conversations are happening, things are being revealed, and with all the double names, etcβ¦ and all the characters in these last few pages, I have NO idea whoβs saying what? And what I AM understandingβ¦ itβs kind of absurd. WHAT??!!!
And it was unexpected. I certainly didn’t see it coming, but the *oomph* was lacking in that surprise. In fact, it only served to annoy me. I like the idea… I just didn’t like the twisty-execution (<— no pun intended and that’s not an ending spoiler). *snort*
Maryse: Okayβ¦ whatever. I got itβ¦ I think. Itβs convoluted and kind of has a few crazy coincidences and all (that I didnβt see coming, but doesnβt make it much of a twist if you ask me β how fast all that unrolled into one big long reveal), but whatever. I got it. I think. I kind of feel like rolling my eyes.Β
Β Grrr.
Ela:Β Maryse Iβll post in the spoiler area my thoughtsβ¦
Maryse: It just felt lackluster to meβ¦ kind of a crazy big ending with an extra twist-reveal, but it was so freaking convoluted and I wasnβt sure if I was reading that rightβ¦ And then the end. Oh. Well okay.
Fabi:Β lol Maryse. I posted a bit of a ranting review on GR.
3.5 stars!
P.S. Here it is, also on Amazon UK
Promptly filed under ‘Do not open ever!’. Sorry Dot, Im sure its a really great book but not for this lily livered wimp.
Your reviews are magic. I love it.
Yup! Sounds about right! But I still loved it…
Well it was fun while it lasted… π There was a fizzle for me, but I had a good time nonetheless.
Especially ’cause we were buddy reading it.
Now I’m gonna look up Fabi’s review. π
Maryse, you are so right. Definitely the first 3/4 of the book were a 4 star read. I agree, the last quarter was rushed. I would have liked a better understanding or motivation of why one of the butterflies did what she did.
It still was fun for me to step out of the box and read something that was not my normal genre!
If it’s the same one we are thinking of, Kathy, I think she was just not all there. LOL!
I love your review Fabi, and I agree!!
For me… I was going with the whole “fear/stockholm syndrome/abused women” issue (which is a real condition) that keeps women from taking advantage of a potential escape, or even “telling on” their abusers.
They just… can’t… for some reason. For some (many) it’s almost impossible, which is why they end up staying so much longer than they should (even when outsiders looking in say “Just GO!!! Just leave” Just fight back!!”.
They are terrified of the consequences, of getting “halfway there” and then being caught before reaching safety… and pulled back, the punishment being far worse than their usual abuse, and “normal” way of life.
And this was an even more extreme case, since they were LITERAL captives, completely locked in with no reach to the outside world.
Then again Fabi, still… just a couple would have surely managed what you suggested. π Agreed.
Me too Fabi. I was so frustrated and annoyed by the end. It had SO much potential to give us a good shock… and yet… *fizzzzzzzzle*
Exactly Maryse. That’s where I forced my mind to be during the story. The well documented and honestly understandable Stockholm syndrome. What made that scenario difficult for me was the sheer quantity of victims versus the quantity of captors.
Please don’t think I make a habit of ranting on a book. I truly almost never do that. But if it triggers me … Anyways, I didn’t want to pick it apart with tweezers so I only wrote about the big holes, but believe me, my mind has a set of steel tweezers. This one hit my trigger.
So what’s next chickies? I’m eyeing the latest Skye Warren…
I know! There one eyebrow raising moment there towards the end and I though “wow” and then … nothing
I’m still SO irritated with what the author did at the end. It was going along just fine, and I could totally overlook some of the “huh??” details because I was enjoying it so much, and then that twist ruined it. Things were just wrapping up a little too well near the end so I figured something was coming, some *GASP* moment which would hopefully be like what we had with Jezebel, especially after the beautifully dark setup of all that the Garden involved.
And then…no BAM. Just something that seemed like a last-minute idea that the author came up with and threw it in there but didn’t have time to go back and add in the details earlier in the book which would have foreshadowed the twist and made it work. Is that harsh? π
BUT, like I said before…this one WILL stick with me. It may have ended up being a disappointment, but the whole Butterfly concept was so haunting that I know I’ll be thinking of it for a long while. I’m just going to pretend it ended before THAT part. π
And the best part for me?
The BR with you amazing ladies!!! Y’all are SO much freaking fun to BR with. π
Yes!!!! I love buddy-reading!
I just came across this blog and really like it! I stumbled upon it by searching “plot twist for Butterfly Garden”. The reason for my search – I just do not understand the twist/ending. Would one of you kind ladies explain it to me? I really enjoyed the entire book, so much that I didn’t want to put it down. Then that ending…. I reread it and I’m just confused.
I have the same request as Ruthie. What happened at the end? Can someone explain the Sophie connection? I liked most of the book but when that came up, I was confused but didn’t have time to go back and see if I had missed something. Thanks in advance!
We don’t post spoilers because these blog posts are open to the public and many readers don’t want to know what’s going to happen before they read the story. If you email Maryse directly she may be able to clear that up for you.
I waited to start this because I knew it was a trilogy but am in a book slump so I started this morning and just finished. I haven’t cried during a book in a long time and can’t wait until the next book. I think the fizzle at the ending is because we have to wait for the next book. I loved it!