<— M/M ROMANCE starting with a plane crash and survival in the Alaska Wilderness?!!! You know I’m totally into this trope and this nail-biter of an excerpt gets me SO excited!!! And it’s going live on June 3rd!!
It was described to me as:
…features the rugged Alaskan wilderness, some sizzling slow burn attraction, and some rough and tumble men without an interest in falling in love…until they do.
YES PLEASE!!! π
Ready for a taste-test?
ARCTIC WILD SPECIAL EXCERPT #3
The first two exclusive excerpts looked at two scenes prior to this one. Everything has changedβour heroes are more aware of each other and now the worst has happened. And now, in the aftermath, theyβre going to need each other like theyβve never needed anyone else.
Check out part one on Natasha is a Book Junkie and part two on Shh Momβs Reading before diving into this high energy conclusion!
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βBrace for impact.β Tobyβs voice, usually so light and charming but filled with serious intent now, crackled over the headset.
Chills raced through Reubenβs body. Heβd known something was wrong when the usually chatty Toby had gone silent for a long stretch. This was exactly Reubenβs worst fear about flying in a small planeβbeing at the mercy of the weather. The lightning had almost made him need the airsickness bag.
And he wasnβt someone who felt fear easilyβno nerves walking into big meetings or signing important deals. Hell, heβd never even had test anxiety in college and law school. He regularly drove on snow in the winter, and he was known for being good in an emergency. But this sort of life-or-death terror was new, almost paralyzing in its intensity.
Come on, think. Think. Years of halfheartedly listening to preflight safety checklists came filtering back, and Reuben tried to remember what brace meant. Lean forward. Feet on the floor. Arms tucked in. Hell. He hoped he was doing this right. The plane lurched again, but he didnβt dare lift his head to look out the window.
Dear God, please let me live.
When had he prayed last? When his father passed away years ago? When Amelia was born? Amelia. He couldnβt die, not yet, not when he still hadnβt figured out how to talk to her, not when heβd failed so spectacularly at parenting, not when he hadnβt seen yet who sheβd become. He couldnβt go out this way. He saw everything in stark clarity in that instant.
God, Iβll do whatever it takes to be a better father. Better man. Just let us live.
Bump. His prayers came to an abrupt halt as the plane went from bouncing in the wind to connecting with something real and solid. Not water.
Boom. Rattle. Thud.
The next few seconds both dragged on like an eternity and went by in a jumbled blink, plane getting tossed around, him jolting from side to side like a pinball, seatbelt digging into his thighs. The awful sound of rending metal filled the air, but he also caught a few muffled curses that werenβt his own.
Then silence. Nothing but silence, eerie and awful as the world went gray, then black.
βReuben? Reuben?β A strong hand shook his shoulder. It took him more than few moments to realize that he was still in his seat. And alive. His arm and leg muscles burned, and he figured that dead would feel more floaty, less urgent. He took one shaky breath after another, heart racing like it never had before. Yes, he was definitely alive.
βToby?β
βWeβve got to get out of here.β Toby loomed over him, tugging at his seatbelt, pulling at his shoulders. βSmoke. Fire. Come on.β
βSmoke?β Even as he said the word, the air was caustic with the scent of fuel and rent metalβa dry, bitter odor that carried with it a sense of doom. Fire. There could be fire. He shook his head, trying again to make sense of the impossible. The smoke hampered his ability to see Toby clearly.
βFront hatch is too damaged. Gotta climb out through the rear. I need to get the emergency kit before it blows.β Toby yanked on him again, and this time, Reuben got his body to cooperate.
Get out. Get out now.
Not the most limber on the best of days, he pushed the seatbelt Toby had already unbuckled away with trembling hands and struggled to turn himself so that he could follow Tobyβs orders. Finally extricating himself, he tried to navigate the awkward drop to the ground. Felt too good to have dirt under his feet again, relief coursing through him almost disorienting in its intensity. He stumbled clear of the plane. Toby was busy throwing items from the planeβtheir luggage, a nylon pack with a red cross on it, sleeping bags.
βWhat can Iββ He never got to finish the question as the wing of the plane, already at an awkward angle, gave a sickening screech, breaking free and crashing into Toby, knocking him off the plane, and trapping him under it. Toby didnβt have chance to reactβneither of them did, no chance even to scream a warning before it was over, Toby on the ground, wing and debris over him.
βToby? You okay?β Reuben rushed over, forcing his voice out past his panic. Silence greeted him, but he had to know. Please donβt be dead. Another useless prayer sent up. Please donβt let me be alone here. Hell, he could almost hear God laughing at such a selfish request. But he meant it, didnβt want to be alone. And he liked the guide, liked his easy smiles and charm and ability to banter without taking shit from anyone, liked the growing sense of closeness theyβd shared, even beyond the flirtatious moments and heated looks, and he refused to contemplate a world where all that vitality had been snuffed out.
Tobyβs upper half was free of the debris, but he had a nasty bump on his temple that was already turning purple.
F*ck. βToby?β Reuben reached out, shook his shoulder gently.
βUnnngh.β Toby gave a mighty groan, then blinked twice. βF*ck. Hurts.β
βI know. You took a nasty blow.β
βReuben.β Toby blinked again, as if he was trying to place where he was and who he was with. Not a great sign. Reubenβs stomach, already uneasy, lurched. They needed a medic. An ambulance. Something.
βWe crashed. You saved me. Saved both our lives. But now, weβve got to get you clear of the plane before thereβs a fire.β
βNo.β Toby groaned again, this sound decidedly pained. βYou go.β
βNothing doing.β Somehow Reuben summoned the voice that got shit done at the office. βWeβve got to get you free.β
βHurts.β
βI know.β He touched Tobyβs hair with what he hoped was a gentle hand. βCan you feel your fingers and toes?β
Hell. Reuben might not know much medical jargon, but he did know not to try to move a suspected spinal injury. Not that he might have much choice if there was fire.
βHead. Aches. Wiggleβ¦yeah. Fingers. Toes. Moving.β Toby sounded like each word was a struggle.
βGood. What hurts?β God, he hated this helpless feeling, not knowing how to make this right, what the right course of action was. But he did know he couldnβt leave Toby.
βLeg. Trapped. Pretty sure itβs broken.β Tobyβs grimace made Reuben hurt on a deep, primal level, wanting to take his pain.
Heβd been injured trying to save Reuben, had saved Reuben. Hell, heβd most likely still be passed out in there if it wasnβt for Toby.
βAnything else?β
βShoulder. Right arm. All fucked up. Getβ¦yourselfβ¦clear.β
βIβm not leaving you.β